My darling Fred,

Just felt the need to put my thoughts in writing.   I talk to you all the time.  Miss you so much.  I've been dealing with migraines, but I think part of it is depression.   The time of year missing you so much, my weight and eating issues, just so much attributes to them, I am sure.

I feel so good about paying off the house, I know you would be proud of me.  Heard from both of my kids yesterday (Thanksgiving) and from Denise, that really made my day....

I really don't understand my tears right now.   Yes, I miss you more than words can say, but usually I can focus on the good memories and smile.   Guess I am smiling, but it through the tears.

Love you so much, now and always,

Your loving wife,

Jo-