Today is our anniversary, 14 years, but you’ve been gone for the last 10.
I miss you so much. Life has been good to me, but you were the best thing that ever happened to me.
Lately, I have been down and depressed. I have friends and enjoy time with them, but there our days I do nothing but sit around. I have little energy and find it difficult to clean or exercise.
I seem to be eating all the time. I weigh more now, than I ever have…. When you were here, I tried to make you proud of me, but now most days I just don’t care.
I’m hoping by putting this in writing, I will be motivated to try and improve myself
I need you now, more than ever. I will love til the day I die and beyond.
Fred, I hope you are enjoying Ray up there in heaven with you. I pray I’ll be with you someday..
💕💕💕
