My Darling Fred,

In 4 days you will have  been gone 11 years.

  Time will drag some days and fly by others.   I miss so very much.  

Life is treating me well. 

Chelle hasn’t talked to me in over  a year.  It breaks my heart, but I don’t know what to do about it.  She has decided that I was a terrible mom and has different religious views.  She no longer believes in God.   I don’t understand but it’s her choice.  She also seems to think that I am prejudice, so not true…

Rodney calls or texts almost every week.  He and the girls spent Thanksgiving here in Las Vegas with me.

I plan to try and contact her after the first of the year.   I am hopeful that we can agree to disagree on some things and move on.  I may never see her again, but I hope we can at least text and talk.

I will always love you…