Dearest Fred,
In a little more than 2 days, you will have been gone for 8 years. It seems like yesterday. I still cry when I think about you leaving.
Sometimes I feel so lost. God gave me you for such a short period of time, but that time was so special. I wouldn’t trade that time for anything. You taught me so much about patience and a positive outlook.
You left me better than you found me. I will be forever grateful.
All my love, now and forever.
Your wife, Jo-Ann
My darling Fred,
I miss you as much today as the day you left this earth. So much has changed. The world went through a pandemic that I never thought I would see in my lifetime, politics are a joke.
I feel so alone, I have a few friends, but my best friend now is my sister, Mary Ann. I don’t know what I would do without her.
I feel so distant from my kids and grandkids, they have their lives and I am so far away.
I can’t afford to live in California and am so grateful that you left me with this house with a smaller mortgage that I was able to pay off in less than 4 years after you were gone.
I feel like I should be working, but really don’t want to.. I spend too much time and money eating out and waste so much time playing on my iPad I was always lazy, but it has gotten worse.
I love and miss you everyday. Looking forward to the day we are together again.
All my love,
Your wife, Jo-Ann
